The Way You Make Me Feel

You make me feel special,
You make me feel new,
You make me feel loved,
With everything you do.

You hold me close when I am sad.
You wipe the tears from my face.
Every time we are together,
It seems like the perfect place.

My eyes light up when you enter a room.
I smile when we are together.
No matter how bad things are,
You always make them better.

I love the way you kiss me,
The way you hold me tight.
I love the way you touch me,
I could be with you all night.

I love the way you can make me laugh
For absolutely no reason at all.
I love how no matter what I do,
You will be there to catch me when I fall.

I just want you to know,
That even though we sometimes fight,
I will always love you!
No matter what, day or night.

.......its like no matter WHAT i do..i CANT get over you.  sometimes i just wish we could be together and make it work!!! I really do..yet, i don't know if we can do [despite my heart wishing we could] what gives you the right to have this power over me...so much so that no one else is good enough.?!?!?

i have someone now who deserves me..yet cant concentrate at all because your running through my head. he doesnt deserve that, yet its like you have no idea what effect you have on me...you REALLY dont. and i jst dont understand it..

i want the heartache to go away..but if it means losing all connection with you, then i can't..because i NEED you in my life ..one way or another. [as my lil secret that noone knows about..or the guy who's name is tattoed on my heart. cuz either way u haunt me...either way you take my breath away.. yet whats the POINT in me thinking about this when i cant even HAVE you!!! whaT IS THE POINT!?!?!?!? cant you jst LEAVE me ALONE!?!?!?!?!?

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guess wut!?!?!?! <3

GUYS!!!

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I am SOOO very HappY!!! hehe..

SumtimesI walk thru life in a daze

Living from moment to moment..

Cherishing the simplicity of love and of happiness

But.then I have my times when im virtually overwhelmed..

By the depth and intensity of my feelings for u..

Its these moments that cause me to doubt myself

To doubt the love that I feel coursing between us

The power of our chemistry

The REALNESS of my love for u

Its these moments, as well as those timeless, endless moments of

JOY!!

Its all of this that I live for.

Because if nothing else

I know that from moment to moment ur face and love is in my mind

And I know that no matter how we how much we fall in and outta love again

NothingNOTHING!..can keep me from lovin u

From the way u say my name

From the way I know ur cologne from a mile away

From the way I catch a glimpse of u and lose my breath

From the way ur phone calls throw my  heart a-flutter

Its those telling butterflies that constantly plague me

With just the mere mention of ur name

Or thought of ur smile

Its this that keeps me coming back to ur loving..

Its the good and bad

That causes my heart to give itself to u..

OVER & OVER again regardless of the warnings in my heart

[And in rhythm with the yearning of my whole soul.]

It seems that my entire being has found a kindred spirit

In the form of YOU!

**written by m3...for that special sumbody who has left footprints all over my heart... <3

Currently Listening So Amazin' By Christina Milian Gonna Tell Everybody see related

hey ppls!!

~sigh~ things r goin well!  ;p  but i've decided to keep wuts goin on, a lil bit more private...jst cuz!! dont worry iluv u guys anyways...its jst that, well, im enjoyin things as they r..and i WoNt ruin it!! but jst suffice to say that i am HaPPy!! =)  but ,yea jst doin nuthin as usual..gettin in shape..playin lotz of soccer...havin very sore muscles....tho its painfull...i LOVE it!! gosh...guess im a glutton for punishment.....lol.....

so on myspace i had this as my headline.."~~~  ! aM w0rth Mor3 tHaN h0w 9ooD i Lo0k iN a PaiR oF JeAnS.....cuZ b3sid3s all ThAt PhYs!caL sHyt!...... ! AM w0rtH WaiTin 4~~~"

welll john thought it necessary to say "baby...tho i DO agree u look good in ur jeans....very good...i am gonna wait for u...." like wut the helll!!! i DEFINITELY WAS NOT TALKIN ABOUT HIM!! nowhere near IT!! lmao...but anyways....things =) r goin well!! ~sigh~

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HEY Peoplez!!!

so i went to illusions last nite with sum GREAT !! frends!! Mareka, Victoria, Katie...and Esteban came too!! it was sSSSSSoOOOOooooOOo much fun. lol, it was kinda hilarious cuz like kt was lookin 4 white guys...and OBVIOUSLY club illusions ws kinda in short supply of white boys..lmao..then Mareka was lookin strictly hispanic chicos!!  

and vixen....well Victoria was kinda occupied with her current/future boo.(im not sure where they stand now..!) and so they were both bein "faithful" 2 eachother which was SO cute!

lol...II had lots of fun, actually, im pretty proud of myself, cuz dos guys asked 4 my # and i let both of them down gently, sayin "im sorry but im not interested" not cuz they were'nt cute (cuz they were =p) but becuz i SWORE i wouldnt start sumthin new! YAY, im so PrOuD of myself!!  yep yep...

lol...but then like basically 1/2 the nite, i ended up dancin with jonathan! (lol!!! i'll admit NOT the best idea, but it was fun!)

EXCEPT...

that his girlfrend was there...whoopsy ....i mean i was jst dancin with my frends or other guys..and he wuld approach ME! and like he asked  me 2 dance 4 tymes....and each time ended up being for like 5/6 songs...i know im a lil stupid!! wutever, i dont care..cuz it was FUN and thats wut i went there 4!! ironically..i think i danced more with him than his own girlfrend did!!! SCaNdaL! if i were her, he wuld NOT be dancin wit other girls for that long..maybe one song..but not more than that..wutever thats their problems..but chea..

so...afterwards...the 5 of us (kt, vixen, crazi blond, EstEban, and me) got a ride 2 seven11 ..and got slurpies...i end up gettin hit on by two lesbian women (like 22 ish) and they were like "hey hunny, wuts ur name? ur age? ~DAMN 15..u've GOT 2 be lying!! gotdayum...u lookin sexi as shyt! (OMY GOD!!! Iwas like...uhh...thanx?!?) she was like we shuld chill sumtime...i was like, naw sorry im not interested...they were like o dayum..we was jst hoping, but if u ever start 2 roll THAt way....then look 4 us, alrite?? (i was like OKAY!!lmao) then i walk inside seven 11, wit my frends amd these older males start hittin on us..as their bein food and stuff,,,i was like OKAY..leave our 12 year old asses ALONE!! goshers!!

goodness I HAD fun otherwise!! lol...lots..tho my legs, hips, abs and calves are KILLING ME!!! wow WUT a workout!! lmao..but chea...i luv u ppl! and will talk 2 u all

L8r!! mwah~benz~